Pam, I am so sorry for the loss of your husband and understand how that can affect your motivation and inspiration to paint. I think anytime we have a seismic event in our life we have to give ourselves the grace to take care of ourselves, to take a breath and look at all that life offers. A break is not a bad thing. Now that I am back at the easel I feel freer to experiment and paint what calls me. Is there a subject matter or medium you have always wanted to try? Stepping out of your comfort zone may help spark your inspiration. If not that is OK too. Each person has their own journey and I wish you new delights along your road.